im seriously addicted to audition. the moment i woke up this morning was to on my tablet and and play audition. can you believe it? i shouldnt even be switching on my tablet! maths is only 2 days from now and im still not concentrating! omg why am i even blogging here? ciao.

sadness lah. i actually didnt watch the hotel show last night! haix..i doubt i can watch the repeat somemore. )':

sch ytd was nice because of tian guo de shu! hehehe im in love with lee wan :D

after sch went to eat fish soup. jean came down to find me and the freak was still there! omg lah, why is he always there?! damn disgusting can..anyway after tt i met charlene on the bus. (she stays opp my house) then she wanted macbeth notes so i went home to find and really got leh! wad a surprise. i thought i threw away all my sec 2 notes liao..so she came over to get them..blah blah.

after eating dinner i went to slp liao. i think there's smth wrong with me lah. why did i even go and slp?! -_-

HAHAHAHA AUDITION SCREENSHOTS ARE SERIOUSLY SUPER PORNO LAH!



damn sick lah. but nice :D

ohmy, 7 more days left! tts like 1 pathetic week?! omgomg. and believe it or not, i still havent started studying! everytime i wanna start studying, there's like a million other things waiting for me to do (LA proj, chi compo etc.)

anyway, SI was fun :D and i saw a funny character there too. hehe the SPY. aiya, blog another day lah. im super tired now and i cant think.

i've been chionging bio and LA for the past 2 hrs. but unfortunately, im just too tired to finish up the stupid reflections. so i shall do tmr. and anyway, i know i'll just fail LA, so heck lah!

hmmm, 2 more minutes and episode 5 of tian guo de shu will be successfully burnt(: and i better rmb to return tmr or else must pay fine -_-

OMFG I JUST SAW THE COUNTDOWN AND THERE'S LIKE ONLY 9 FREAKIN DAYS TO EOYS!!!!

i didnt even realise until 5 secs ago can. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfcukfuck. i thought there were still 24 days at least.

)':

i love this pic so so much (:

i've concluded that battle part is damn hard to win cos everyone is so noob! as in, can they just stop missing?! (im not trying to say i nvr miss but they really miss until very li pu lah) wadeva. instead of winning den, i just lost 1000 den. asshole. tt noob lvl 6 girl still ask me choose a faster song. she cant even win me in the slowest song liao lor, still want faster song. these morons! -.-

AND GUESS WAD? YES, TT BITCH KE ER IS GONNA BE KNOCKED DOWN BY A TRUCK TONIGHT! HOORAYYYYY! SHE WILL FINALLY GET HER RETRIBUTION. WHO ASK HER SO BITCH. LET'S CELEBRATE! HOHOHO! :D

oh, and swimming was actually fun. didnt know why we tried to pon it desperately on the first lesson -_-

and for the umpteen time, i havent started my revision!!!! lalala~~~~~

MOOD SWINGS.

i bet everyone's experiencing it now. fuck lah, some ppl are just getting on my nerves. cant they wise up and fuck off? argh. when will i ever start studying?! omg lah at this rate, i can just jolly well be the typical road sweeper/toilet cleaner/mushroom seller. haha.

there's nothing to be happy about. im so sad ):

im really so so so so so dead. i havent started studying a single thing yet lor! omg and i wont be starting until friday i guess. im just not in the right mood. and i realise i go crazy when exams are nearing..so thats just too bad =p

oh, and here's a conclusion after today. orchard has everything you need and heeren has anything you need. anyway, today felt abit like the good old times. tt explains why im so happy :D but it really sucks carrying tt stupid 2kg tablet when you go shopping. didnt really go anywhere except cineleisure/heeren/cineleisure/heeren..ya cos the things we were looking for where like in these two places only. and im so tempted to go kbox! and i think i've mastered the skill of ignoring ppl giving out useless papers. hehe.

and white is a very disgusting colour cos it only has one shade. @@

im so lost for words. okay, this week is a super horrible week for me. basically, this is like the worst year ever in my life. yeah, everyone is suanning IP like hell now and i know i've made the wrong choice right from the start. maybe i should have just stayed in chung cheng and lead that typical life of mine. at least those ppl there are nice. though i always say band sucks, but i've come to realise its much much much better than ip. i know its all too late and stuff, but i just need to say it out before i suffer from depression. maybe this is a blessing in disguise. at least now i've learnt to appreciate cchms more. band doesnt seem that horrible and that bitch isnt that idiotic too.

im just so angry with my fucked up life. why does everything go wrong? why are there so many decisions to make when i cant even make simple decisions like where to go for lunch? TSK. some things are really hurtful though you may mean no harm. but you wouldnt like it if that happens to you and i do it to you right? ya i know im being very emotional. maybe i should just go and bang the wall and be done with. haix..

i think i cant slp tonight again. forget about all those stuff. so i guess im going for sg idol finals bah. and sadly, i think i cant go and eat fish soup with jean tmr liao. cos gotta rush and meet jinghui and jiaqi. not sure where we going but should be orchard bah. and metal chains are cool :D

and im seriously falling in love with bie guai ta!! hehs.

this is so freakin ____. its not even lame or anything lor. o.0

http://beverlys.net/LJ/BuggingYou.swf

MUAHAHAHHAHAH! IM SO BLARDY HAPPY COS I FINALLY FINISHED BIO!! :D :D :D :D :D the only bad thing is the word limit part. BUT WHO CARES COS I'VE FINISHED BIO!!!!!!

You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.

lol the first part is discribing vanessa lor. i where got liddat?!

You say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible

You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you

You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient

You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps

You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things

You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able

You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it

You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you

You say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs

You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME

You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom

You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you

haha today class was super long and its the LAST class before my exam! ohgosh. anyway, lihui managed to zao from band and come for class too! (:

lihui: walao..my butt damn pain lah..
me: haha nvm, i help you massage! :D

lol, im waiting for my parents to go into the room. then i can play audition xD i think im seriously addicted. which is BAD.

and i think my plan to not listen to still fantasy has failed. cos now im ripping all the songs into my tablet. die liao lor promos can go to hell.

i suddenly rmb smth lame. last week, victoria said she went with her mum to watch The Devil Wears Prada. her mum was like "2 tickets for the devil wears prada". and then there was this old man behind them and he said "one prata please." LOL! damn funny lah. haha ok so random. sigh, she hasnt been coming for class eversince her exam finish. haha starting to miss her ):

jinghui got 2 tickets to sg idols this thurs! but i dunno if i should go leh..tsk. and i have to reply her by tonight. how how how?

omg msn is so blardy cocked up! i cant even sign in! walao i still have to discuss geog lor! die liao. geog can go and die liao lor! kns msn. how come liu sha and debbie can sign in?!?! FREAK. fine, im gonna watch jin san shun and heck geog. see my hyunbin better still(:

i more and more bu shuang that idiot lor. ass her. and this song seriously suits/describes her lah.

perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that

never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled

look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she

never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie

wad a pity. the song's too nice for such a person like her. grrr.

time to educate ppl..
if you cant see those chinese words, change your encoding to Unicode (UTF-8)

zzzzzzzz.

the devil wears prada! supposed to watch it today lor..tsk.

Life is too short for drama & petty things,
so kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly.

some random stuff..

5 DON'TS when you are sleeping

1) DON'T SLEEP WITH WATCH
Watches can emit a certain level of radioactivity. Though small, but if you wear your watch to bed for a long time, it might have adverse effects on your health.

2) DON'T SLEEP WITH BRA
Scientists in America have discovered those that wear bras for more than 12 hours have a higher risk of getting breast cancer. So go to bed without it.

3) DON'T SLEEP WITH PHONE
Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere near you is not encouraged. Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks, but please put the phone as far as possible. Scientists have proved that electrical items including mobile phone and television sets emit magnetic waves when used. These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system. Therefore if you need to put your mobile phone near you, switch it off first.

4) DON'T SLEEP WITH MAKE-UP
People who sleep with make up might have skin problems in the long run. Sleeping with make up will cause the skin to have difficulty in breathing and problem in perspiring. You will also need a much longer time to go into deep sleep.

5) DON'T SLEEP WITH OTHERS' WIFE
You may never wake up again.

i hope 依然范特西 is nice :D

1. 千里之外
2. 本草纲目
3. 夜的第七章
4. 听妈妈的话
5. 退后
6. 红模仿
7. 心雨
8. 白色风车
9. 迷迭香
10. 菊花台

hmm..

ohya, i forgot to blog abt smth tt happened on the bus on friday. the first part was super funny and r*****. the other part is damn malu lah.

we boarded the bus..
me and vic: eh you sure this bus goes to newton?
weijia: ya..HOPEFULLY.
me and vic: lol

so elyssa boarded first and she asked the bus driver(who is an indian)
elyssa: excuse me, does this bus go to newton mrt?
bus driver: yes yes yes.

but vic didnt know that elyssa already asked the driver. so she asked too.
vic: excuse me, does this bus go to newton mrt?
bus driver: *in a super irritated tone* YES YES YES!! THAT GIRL ALREADY ASKED ME!
vic: err ok..

of course, i couldnt stop laughing. vic said he sounded like this female indian tcher in her sch. so we assumed that they were related. and i tried to test the driver by saying out the name of the female tcher. but he didnt respond! lol wadeva.

then the bus was super crowded and jerky. i was holding on to vic's hand and jeans and shirt and bag and everything lah. and we made so much noise i think the guy beside us heard.
guy: excuse me, you can hold on to this :D
me: errrr..
vic: HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!
omg so malu can. and vic still keep laughing. walao!

ok tts all. i hate to hear the telephone ringing when im still slping in the morning. its super irritating lah. and my grandma will purposely call and wait till i answer the phone. irritating right? and qing qian bai zi gui finish liao! i love that show, though i watch before liao. haha.

omg. http://youtube.com/watch?v=kXndq1TisLk
do you recognise the song, vanessa?

i can listen it to slp :D its nicer than the theme song.

ytd was an interesting day.

1. met vic and lihui at parkway to buy tcher's day present for ms kok. we almost kill lihui lah. she said se was waiting for us outside ice lemon tee. so we went up to find her. but she actually came down to find us! yeah you know the rest..wasted like 15mins can. and there wasnt much time so we bought a card and a really huge lollipop. its really nice! :D

2. bought some cookies from famous amos cos we're too hungry. 6 for 11bucks. damn cheap hor? -_- oh and i didnt know there got mr bean.

3. elyssa was late cos her mum lost her wallet or wad..anyway, we all got a free ride to some place in bukit timah. haha imagine 5 ppl squeezing at the back of the car lol. but lihui sat on the floor so there was more space. and we had to write the card in the car. and trust me, dont ever write cards in the car cos your handwritting will turn out like some pri 1 girl's.
me: tsk. wait until traffic light then write lah.
lihui: ok traffic light liao.
me: oh finally..
lihui: but its GREEN. haha!
me: -________-

4. jasmine and jiamin bought a cake for ms kok. and we had to eat it too. poor lihui. she had to keep feeding us cos there wasnt enough forks. hmm, was it on purpose? lol.

5. after everything..lihui went her cousin's house. and guess where issit? CLEMENTI! yes, i got a shock. i forgot her cousin stays there..weijia, elyssa, vic and me took a bus to newton mrt. but cos it was dinner time, we shun bian went to newton foodcourt to eat. th whole dinner felt like a game. at first we sat down beside this bbq stall. then me and vic went to buy food first. so we walked away..and then..

bbq stall auntie: ni men liang ge qu na li?
me and vic: ???
bbq stall auntie: zhe li shen me dou you..ni men yao chi shen me?
elyssa: errr..bu yao bu yao.
then we faster grabbed our stuff and left.

omg it was damn scary can. they expect us to buy from them cos we sat at their stall there? lol so lame. then everywhere you walk, the stall ppl will come and try to attract you to their stalls. omg lah.

6. we ate sperms for desert. all the pervertic stuff..and siemens is actually SEMEN. lol. ohwell.

7. i think there are parasites in weijia's stomach. she was still hungry after dinner lah so she bought halls from 7eleven -_-
weijia: you want halls?
vic: err no, i want foyer.
us: -_______-

8. the train took forever to come. and weijia was going so mad i think even woodbridge wont accept her.



do you realise tt the only thing to do while waiting for the mrt is to take crappy photos?

9. elyssa was super les. she kept trying to stuff the sweet wrapper into my shirt. ohwell, her first attempt failed. but in think in the train she tried again. and this time i dunno where it went to lol. this woman kept staring at us in the mrt cos we were making so much noise. were we? lol hate these ppl lah.

10. blah blah. i dunno why we took so long to go home. make me miss my shows. and my mum said nothing when i reached home at 10 :D

11. tts all and i gtg to jean's house now. (not mushroomx lol)

wth! delivery failed?! this is crap..does the email even exists? omg then how am i going to hand in my ss? f-u-c-k.

i hate having maths tuition on sat mornings at 8:30am. cos i have to chiong hw on fri nights. and tts what im doing now. ):

Although things are not perfect
Because of trial or pain
Continue in thanksgiving
Do not begin to blame
Even when the times are hard
Fierce winds are bound to blow
God is forever able
Hold on to what you know
Imagine life without His love
Joy would cease to be
Keep thanking Him for all the things
Love imparts to thee
Move out of "Camp Complaining"
No weapon that is known
On earth can yield the power
Praise can do alone
Quit looking at the future
Redeem the time at hand
Start every day with worship
To "thank" is a command
Until we see Him coming
Victorious in the sky
We'll run the race with gratitude
Xalting God most high
Yes, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad, but...
Zion waits in glory...where none are ever sad!

my comp's lagging all cos of jinghui can. im sending her evanescence songs and she says it sounds like pagan dances (which is a horrible band piece that i heard a billion times last year).

today is such a tragic day. i think i cant play audition anymore in my life. cos audition cocked up and it doesnt seem to load or anything. ohwell, i think its fated so that i can bia for eoys. hooray! T___T

hasim_hasan@moe.edu.sg
i better write it here before i forget wads his email and i end up failing ss. everyone is like asking me wads hasim's email. even 3.33! she ask me go matrix to help her check. lol -_- anyway, i havent started on ss and im not gonna do anything until i come home tonight, which is like super late. and still have to chiong tuition hw tonight too. so, im gonna drink coffee to keep me awake till tmr morning. but i think even without coffee, i can still stay up the whole night. wow, so much crap.

hooray, 2 songs have just transfered successfully. the internet better not cock up now.

anyway, ytd we ponned sch. finally jean and vanessa found the courage to pon with me. bugis and suntec sucks in the morning. macs in still the best lah :D
i guess i really suck in making decisions. at first i decided to meet jinghui. then lihui kept calling me and forcing me to go back kcp. but jinghui refused to go and i cant pangseh her. i damn ppor thing right? yeah i know. then even zhou persuaded me to go back lor! she sounded real despo. lol. anw in the end i still went back, with jinghui.

if kcp wasnt gonna be demolished next year, i wouldnt have gone back. blah blah, you know the rest. oh, szeying didnt go back! i suddenly just realised. lol. after tt went to jinghui's hse. lihui went too. and i was supposed to accompany her to the dentist at 4. and guess where issit? yes, outram! have to climb tt stupid hill and blah. but heng, the dentist was on mc so we didnt go in the end. yay! :D

watched aquamarine. damn lame lah and the ending sucks. but i love her hair though(: the whole day rained and my bag became an umbrella lol -_- my mum was surprisingly nice ytd. i reached home quite late but she didnt ask anything. hmm, maybe a huge storm is about to strike me. yeah right.

wait, the email change liao. subhutus2@yahoo.com wadeva..

wah time passes real fast. in 30 mins, i gotta go liao. actually supposed to watch click today with sharon. but i gotta meet victoria and lihui to buy tcher's day present and go to some stupid place in bukit timah. -.-

ps. this super long post is to make up for my absence from this blog due to audition.

with all due respect,
happy teachers' day!

lol, what were you thinking huh.
haha.

OMFG! i didnt touch my tablet the whole of ytd. then today i took it out of the casing, it was infested with ANTS! WAD THE HELL! so many ants kept crawling out of the keyboard and stuff. ohno i bet there's like a never ending stream of ants. how?! tt time jean still say scarely ants crawl out of her tablet. now it really happened! and worse thing is, its happening to MINE. ahhhhhh this is crap!